Fever , Rashes , Ulcer

Dear Farrihin ,

Last week u had a very high fever , your temperature increase so sudden , which mama suspect this is due to ur H1N1 vaksin . maybe the antibody currently  fighting with the virus or what so ever …

The fever bring out rashes to ur skin .. And it’s so ache , u keep scratch your skin ..  but the most sadist  , u got ulser in your mouth , not 1 , but 2 ! .. for 3 days u don’t wanna eat or even hisap susu and less drink  .. U know , mama and abah so worried L.  

The ulser make u cranky all time , u never like this before …  I know it hurts u so much ,  and u hungry , but  u can’t eat… uwaaaa..   how I wish all the pain goes to me …

this is u in 3rd day of you have ulcer  ... 

                               and for 3 days , my sunshine is gone 

and u r soo moody , never smile ... :(

hehe.....mama have to buat muka nakal to cheer u up .. but still ... no laugh or smile at all 

u keep crying when it hurts ... u dont want to be with nobody except abah n me  , sampai tak bole kena tinggal sekejap pon.. 

i know dear , its hurts so much ...

till day 3 , tho ur demam da surut , but you still have ulser in your mouth . and i cannot bear to see u like this all the time , u havent  eat nasi for 3 days dear! ... i did give u bonjela and  Chinese medicine.. put the progress was too slow ,  so mama and abah decided to put garam at your mouth ..  yah... garam...

 i dont know what else do i have to do to reduce the pain. garam is the fastest way to reduce the ulser , but  it damn hurts . mama tak sanggup nak letak garam kat farrihin .. abah yg letakkan , masa abah letak tu.. mama nangis sekali masa farrihin nangis ... sorry sayang... thats the only way i know to cure the pain . 

sorry ....... sorry ......... sorry.............sayang ...  i know it hurts u like hell ... 

but alhamdulillah ... lepas mama letak garam , farrihin minta susu , mungkin da tak sakit sangat da mulut farrihin , tu yg minta susu, kesian anak mama kelaparan .. and esok nya ... when u wake up , u ask for susu again.... ur ulcer had cure ! ...Alhamdulillah .... but still , it was a night mare to mama n abah dear ...

 u dont know how much we love u.....

kesan rashes yg masih tinggal after 4 days..