pilihan muktamad

I finally said it to my boss ! yesterday masa menadap bos I said ‘ boss .. I plan nk buat un pay leave ‘ nak ikut husband I ke dubai’ . then his face turn red , tak tau due to marah yg amat , or terkejut yg amat ..

I tau .. I tau.. I buat decision masa saat genting yg kami ni currently man power shortage , org baru tak masuk2 lagi , kalau masuk bleh ke dia catch up dgn cepat .. I tau I tau .. I da menyusahkan my bos  n my colleagues T.A especially . no doubt , I pon rase sedih gak .. I lost my bonus , yearly increment  my seniority … and most of all.. my experience …

But this is the time I need to decide  2 important things  in my life , my career , and my family . tho I love my career , I have to  choose my family . my phy x pernah paksa I ikut dia .. tapi dia strongly advice la ... macam2 offer yg ditawarkan untuk I ikut dia , nice house , my dream car  dan imbuhan2 lain yg sewaktu dgn nya ..  tapi tetap tak sama dgn dapat duit hasil kerja keras sendiri kan .. mmg x sama . so while I duduk sana nanti . i kena buat kerja juga utk tambahkan my pocket money . hrmm ~ .

Tapi bukan itu yg utama.. perkara yg utama is to be with him , he need me  n farrihin to be there . and we need each other . Seriously, bile phy kata dia tak jadi balik Malaysia awal , I terus down down down down.. tak de mood nk wat ape pon..  malam tadi , farrihin tido nengok gamba abah dia , dia da start rindu abah dia dah , sebelum nie rancak main , mmg x ingat lansung ngan my phy!

So bile I bagitau bos petang semalam , my prediction was wrong , dia tak marah neither  melenting …dia slow talk ngan I say kalau boleh biar masa I nk cuti tu , project da byk habis .. so I say to him , don’t worry boss , HR kata at least 3 bulan cuti I kena approve dari start in apply cuti upl , means dalam hujung bulan 11 I baru leh cuti..

Korang .. doakan I success kan sana… i nekad , at least I gain something there .. macam2 berlegar kat kepala I nie , business , further master , keje professional with gaji best2 , juga farrihin’s education.  farrihin kena hafaz al quran til 10 juz .. ahaksss..

ok , some gambar tragedi malam tadi , tau si farrihin .. mmg buat jantung i jatuh bile dia tunjuk jari dia berdarah!  tapi tak nangis pon , say tikk jer (sakit) farrihin mencapai shave atok dia kat atas meja solek atok dia .. luka minor jer coz dia genggam shave tu .

luka kat jari...

see aunties... saya tak nangis pon.. mama saye jer yg nangis .. booo hoo

da letak minyak gamat ..

suh acu tiup..

yg nie yg mama geram nie . ade jer benda dia nk buat mama heart attack , ade ke dia pi isap jari yg dah kena letak minyak gamat tue ..  adeiii