Dont give up on us

I used to think he not really loves me , why shud I think like that? . he never really show his love , never bought me flower except on my convocation day , never bestowed me with  sweet gesture , never surprising me with candle light dinner , never bought me designers handbags unless I say so .( and it took 4 to 5 month for him to get me a designer handbag I requested ~ duh! itu pon aku tak bersyukur lagi !! LOL) . Seldom care bout thing I need and my favourite .we have different personality , different interpretation , most likely we both are really in different opinion .



Not like ur husbands, he don’t like the ideology of blogging , for him , no need to tell the world what we are doing and there is a juice in keeping the things privately secret . Which I thought he is correct.
but for me , blogging is like build a property estate , we will see the impotency of blogging once we entering the blogging world . We will get new friends, leverage and this will be our legacy once we died . My ideology is correct too I presume. so for the small things like this , arguing is our specialty when we are together . and it makes me prejudice his love towards me .






… but im wrong , truly , madly , deeply wrong ..



For things that happen lately, for things that make me feel ashamed of me , for a horrible mistake that I do . I now realize his Pure Super Solid Love towards me. He is my friend I can see in his eyes. My only long lasting friend. He is loyal. I cannot believe he has stood by my side all night long when my stomach hurts. Not to forget thousands of money he have spend for my ‘teeth-do’ . I cannot believe he has taken me back when I have betrayed him with my harsh words. Without hurts me back, he cuddle me and trying to calm me down.. Please give me thousands reason why I shud’t love my man??



…. And I hope he don’t give up on me .



He doesn't ask much of me. He is just him, humming his tunes. Doing his thing. Without a care in the world except what is right in Islam . I will never find anyone like him again. Goshhh !! Its really annoying me . For the past 3 years since we married, why I never notice this Clearly???



He loves me more than I love my self

He took a good care of me more than I take care of my self

He loves me sincerely



i now realize he loves me from more than what he tells me. i see it, i feel it, and Allah has let me know he's the one . And I do have so much love to give him coz from now my love grew more and more and feels like my heart so saturated with his love and wanna explode ;



1. I love him more that I Hate being far from him . I want him stay besides me, as near , as close as possible

2. I love him more that I don’t wanna lose him in a second or even a shorter then a second

3. I love him more that I will follow him any where, beyond the universe if he asked me

4. I love him more that it tortured me when he feel stress, irritated and annoyed

5. I love him more that I wanna feel and share his hurts, sadness and sorrow




And I pray , I wanna be with him forever in Jannah . Amin